GravityPulled

i can feel my heart peeling away, as if im a flower in the fall ready to die after having all these pieces of me taken away by passers by. i feel wilted and done. as if my life was as long as it needed to be. my stomach turns and my insides ache, as if being pulled apart from the inside out. my skin is crawling and my lungs feel as though i have a weight pressed against them. im ready for the end to come and my time to expire. feeling as though i am alone in the dark and screaming to everyone who passes and nothing is happening. my legs feel as though they will break under me. im a crumpled up newspaper whose life story no  on

what have i done with my life i see people living and i just existing there is no space for me and my ways the way i hurt people the way i see myself my disgust of the world and all who are in it i get peoples hopes up and i crush them as fast i bleed, cry and speak hate why do i feel so alone in a world of many i no i am not alone and i hope others no what i feel how my heart aches how my arms bleed how my mind races how i am just nothing but hurt for me and all around i can feel the eyes watching me and my mistakes in life and how they judge and point and think i no i am unloved by many but loved all the same i am dest

Theses walls i live in. so filled with hate and punishment Theses walls have become not a safe place but mearly containment no love or hope, just chipped away brick and soon to be dust oh how these walls do hate me so for they have seen more then they wish the blood i do carry in my vains soon will be spilt along my forever writen story belonging to the waves of the earth and soon the walls of my life will fall for all to see and the walls that once held me captive in my life of pain to myself will no longer exsist, and will not hold me in any more as the sky turns from black to blue. and the earth will move under my feet. i can brea